Happy New Year!

on Monday, December 31, 2007

Joyce’s New Year’s Resolutions
1. To be more confident, i.e. not easily influenced by others into doing things that she doesn’t like.
2. To be more disciplined.
3. To be industrious, besides working smart.
4. To read more.
5. To pay more attention on global news.
6. To improve her verbal skills.
7. To be a better person on a whole

The sorriest thing Joyce had done on herself is to cut her hair short!

A Flash of The Past

Joyce started her journey in 2007 with much anticipation. Finishing her second and third semester in INTEC means that she’s going to leave INTEC soon! No doubt, she is happy but at the same time, she thinks she will miss her fellow friends in INTEC. Thanks for accompanying Joyce through thick and thin, and all the best for the coming semester.

All in all, Joyce’s academic performance in INTEC was acceptably okay throughout the year, except for the miraculously good results in trials due to lenient markings.

Generally, there isn’t any significant event that happened in Joyce’s history of 2007. By hard, Joyce learned the ugly truth about humans. Joyce knows that sometimes words are deceiving. Joyce knows that nobody is perfect, even the once she thinks perfect guy isn’t that perfect after all. =P

After pondering, Joyce made up her mind not to detest Shah Alam so much anymore. Hehe. Please take note, this is a 0.001% probability yet it happened! Initially, Joyce thought that she would never like Shah Alam, never ever but after staying there for one and a half year, Joyce thinks that staying there is actually not too bad. ^^ Since she’s staying there, she has to live happily. Whether she likes it or not, she still needs to go on with life.

In conclusion, 2007 was a smooth and steady year for Joyce.

A Look into the Future

Most probably Joyce will be going to Australia next year. Joyce says most probably because she is waiting for confirmation from both UniSA and JPA. If everything goes according to plan, Joyce will be leaving Malaysia very soon. She is rather sad about this but at the same time, Joyce knows that she should be happy.

But before that, Joyce needs to sit for an important exam in 2008 and makes sure that she passes the exam with flying colours. Could she do it? Well, hopefully. ^^

Joyce has no idea how life is going to be in 2008. It’s only a few hours before 2008 anyway. Happy new year everyone!

Feeling Good!

on Sunday, December 30, 2007

I woke up today without feeling feverish. Quickly I measured my body temperature...

-----------------> 37.0 degree Celsius!!!

HOORAY!!!

No more panadols, no more tablets, and no more cough mixture! And most important of all, I can EAT whatever that I like now!!

^^ 如果说生病有好处,那它唯一的好处就是可以免费减肥,又不需要压抑自己的食欲。^^

And finally, thanks God for answering my prayer.

心里话

on Thursday, December 27, 2007

This is really a nightmare.

I REALLY want to study.
When will YOU go away?

好辛苦,这是我人生中关键的时刻。
老天爷,求求你别再跟我开玩笑了。
不想让人看不起,
想凭自己的实力达到我想要的。
就算没有你,我还是可以的。
一直一直...
我希望会有这么一天,
我可以抬头挺胸地站在你面前,
让你看清楚,
我长大了...

Go Go Go!

on Tuesday, December 25, 2007

This is the nth time I'm sneezing today.
I can do nothing but to sleep.
BUT after waking up I feel terrible again.
I've severe headache which can only be controlled for a while using panadol.
I thought today would be better but it's just the same.
Tissue papers are piling up in my wastepaper basket.
Oh my, I'm sacrificing so many trees...
Although excessive mucus is blocking my nose, I can still know that YOU YOU, smoker, YOU are out there, outside my window!
I hate smokers.
I'm so sick of all these, when will these going to end?

I still couldn't finish studying Unit 1 Biology although I had started it yesterday.
Most importantly, I don't know what was I reading...
They just couldn't go into my mind.
HELP!

Go Go Go sickness!

I'm Feeling Better

on Monday, December 24, 2007

I'm feeling better now!! Hahaha... It simply feels great!
Why great? So that I could update my blog? Or so that I could study? ^^
I hope it's the latter one.

Yesterday, I went to a clinic at Bayan Baru. I have been going there since 10 years ago, back when I was still in primary school. But recently, everything seems to change. They darken. It's sad to see that. I'm hoping that Penang is still the old Penang in my heart, can it be?

By the way, do you know how doctors in SA treat patients? It seems that everyone can be doctors in SA. Bewildered? Oh don't, it's just a fact. It's more like you treating yourself rather than they treating you. They can give wrong medicines, wrong dosage and so on, they are just not professional.

The country is changing,
Everything is darkening,
As this continues,
Our future will be dimmed,
Oh yeah,
This is how we should progress.

Slowness is our culture,
Procrastination is our tradition,
We don't need to change,
Because we are who we are.
This is our custom, our speciality,
We should be proud of them!

What I've Done

on Saturday, December 22, 2007

What I’ve done
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!!

No idea of what I've done? Ask me. =P

A Good Day

on Friday, December 21, 2007

I can't believe it!!!
It's like my wishes yesterday are suddenly granted today. It's so kind of you Santa!!!
Surprises after surprises since this morning, wow!!!
In fact, I think I'm lucky as most of my hopes in the past are realised too. Miracles do happen! I'm glad, and grateful at the same time. Thank you so much!!! I always believe that when God closes a door, He will open a window for you and there's always a way out no matter what happens. Believe in yourself. God tests you when He thinks that you can overcome the obstacles. Keep holding on, and you will see the ray of hope shining through!
I lost something, but at the same time I learned new things. It's the experience that counts.

What I've Been Up To Lately

on Thursday, December 20, 2007

I'm running out of inspiration lately. Well, can't believe that I actually went to Gurney for three days consecutively. If you want me to find an adjective to describe, I think I can say that I'm "sien" of going Gurney now. Haha... Anyway, I don't think I will be going anymore till end of this week. =P

My revision is progressing... Not to say well, but still at an acceptable pace. Guess this is the first time lazy Joyce is studying that much during holiday. *Praising myself* But sadly, the pile of "Haven't Studied" books is still higher than "Have Studied" books. Fine fine, I think I should work harder.

Just got to know that BTN is from 29th Jan 08 to 3rd Feb 08, WHICH MEANS THAT i can come back to Penang on 3rd as well!! Hahaha... Well, I don't know what time will the camp end but I don't care, I'm going back on the 3rd!!! I will frantically start my packing on 28th Jan 08 and on 3rd Feb, I will rush home immediately after BTN!! Oh yeah, I do LOVE 28th Jan. Haha, it's the day I'm finishing my A Levels exam. It's the day I will officially gain my FREEDOM! Hooray!!! Oh no, I'm getting excited.

Oh yeah, I really don't like this. I lost my font! Questions arising? The story started here, I don't know exactly what happened but I just couldn't restore my original font in Windows Live. I tried to reinstall twice but my hope shattered when the typewritter-like font appeared on the screen. Seriously, I don't know how long do I have to bear with this I-am-not-so-fond-of font. Every possible effort known was tried but to no avail. *Sad* Anyone has got any idea?

I changed my blog template a few days ago. Wondering why? Suddenly the thought of simplicity came into my mind, so there it is --- a white background, and it's a stretch one. Hehe. Yeah, I think that it's easier to read a stretch one and I had always wanted to change the layout. So, there it goes...

And finally, I watched Enchanted today. Indeed a dream come true childhood story having a rather unbelievable ending. Haha... But I think it's no longer suitable for me, reality has no fairy tale, just like what Robert Philip says. =P Anyway, the songs are nice. Disney is producing movies with good songs!

I'm Sick

on Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I had headache yesterday night. I thought it was going to be alright. No special precaution was taken, I drank too little water and spent the whole afternoon out.

Now, my phagocytes and antibodies (or whatever they are) are working their ways trying to help me. I'm sick...

Facing The Reality

on Monday, December 17, 2007

I know I'm supposed to be in front of the study desk now. I guess I know, that sometimes writing this piece of stuff is a waste of time. I also know that I shouldn't be bothered by the latest drama series available, perhaps I should spend more time reading world news rather than spending time reading how Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt are doing now. I think I need to remind myself that exam is coming.

A tough job is ahead. I'm going to overcome distractions. Thoughts that diverge my mind from books are going to be thrown away instantly. No more others, just me and my books. Come on, face the reality!!!

Genting Trip

on Saturday, December 15, 2007

Finally, I have the time to sit down and blog. Apparently, this is a rather late entry. After ending the "sit down and squeeze your brain juice" session, I decided to give myself a break and proceed to the last task on my list for today - blogging.

So, we will get straight to the main ideas now. Genting trip was a two days-one night vacation I had this year. Reasons? To relax ourselves, of course. Besides that, I think I had never been on a trip before with my friends in INTEC. Not those overnight ones. So far, I missed the Redang trip for a mobile phone which turned out to be a thrilling and amazing trip. Also, I didn't make it to Cameron Highlands for reasons that I had forgotten. See, I regretted, especially for being absent from the Redang trip.

It was not totally right to say that I was completely on a vacation mood to Genting. Well, partly it was due to the fact that I had been wasting too much time enjoying my revision month rather than studying. Combining all the teeny weeny factors that are not worth mentioning, my rate of pleasure had been reduced.

The journey started off well. Although the initial taxi driver that we called did not turn up, we managed to get one outside with reasonable price. As we reached the KTM station, a train had just arrived. Quickly, I flashed my "touch n go" card and ran all the way to the train, rushing up the stairs like a mad girl, hoping that I could catch the train. BUT... Guess what? The door closed before me and the train sped away in front of my eyes! In spite of that, we were still lucky to reach KL central on time. In fact, we were early.

Here we go, starting our journey to Genting by "Go Genting" bus. The bus, okay I guess, didn't expect much of a RM3.30 fared bus. Anyway, it was still acceptably comfortable. There, we met a woman, I guess she was at her sixties. A chatty woman I would say. And for the rest of the journey, I was deprived of my precious sleeping time, not even a short nap that I could get.
"Last time my daughter..."
"Last time my son..."
"My son is an engineer, my daughter is a doctor, my youngest daughter is studying at MU..."
(Please note that I'm not responsible for the accuracy of facts written, as I was too sleepy to pay any extra attention on what she was talking about.)

Continuing with my Genting trip, the skyway wasn't too crowded when we reached. Within minutes, we successfully boarded a purpish painted gondola. The view outside was still the same, not much difference from the last time I went to Genting, except for thicker mist, a cold day ahead.

We did some window shopping before lunch while waiting to check-in. No doubt, we are staying at First World Hotel. Later in the afternoon, there was drizzle. I wonder if it was a continuation from the morning or it started in the afternoon. Be it the former or latter, obviously luck was not at our sides. Gone our plan to conquer the outdoor theme park. The rest of the afternoon was spent at indoor theme park and messing around in the hotel. Too bad.

Night time was happy hours for Zhi Hui and Johnson as they managed to enter the casino. (Proven that I look young as I was chased out by the guards) It seemed that the others had their own businesses to do that night too. Hooi Lie watched a performance at Arena of Stars while Chuen Lu watched TV in the hotel room. Pity me, I resorted to online at Starbucks. At midnight, we gathered back and enjoyed the serenity of the night. It was quiet, peaceful and of course, COLD!! After some photo shooting sessions, I found myself wet - hair, clothes are all damp. After that, we had our last activity for the day, supper at McD. I wonder how many fries I had eaten and HELP ME PLEASE, it was so late at night!! At about 1.30am, we were back to the hotel. There, we watched an episode of HK drama series and chatted before hitting the sack. It was around 3am when everyone started to fall asleep.

The next morning was time to fulfill the shopaholic side of myself. A few hours were granted for shopping but I only bought a jacket for myself, nothing more. Again, flying coaster was closed today due to weather conditions. *Fated* I couldn't really write out what I did for the rest of the day before heading down. Loitering around I guess. For this, I really need to "praise" myself for being so forgetful. Thanks to last minute packing, I carelessly left my swim suit in the hostel. As a result, I can only see people swimming, not myself of course. =.="

At about 5.30pm, we left Genting for Shah Alam. Unfortunately, the RM3.30 "Go Genting" bus was sold out and we had no choice but to take a cab back to KL central. And the price was approximately 5 times that of a bus!! (My pocket was weeping...) 16 bucks + class dinner at Chicken Hartz = one 50 bucks note fled away!

On a whole, the Genting trip was an enjoyable one, though I wasted another two days without studying. At least, I can be freed from the build-up pressure of exams, freed from books and the unpredictable weather of Shah Alam. It was tired but worth all the effort. ~Cheers~

A Brief Update

on Friday, December 14, 2007

It's end of sem now, which means that I'm done with classes in INTEC and ALM block!! ~Cheers~
On the other hand, it also means that A Levels is getting closer. ~Sigh~
It's the course of nature right? Life's its peaks and troughs, so do things that are happening around us. If A Levels don't come, how am I suppose to "graduate" from INTEC? If A Levels don't come, how can I bid goodbye to Shah Alam?

If A Levels don't come, how are the others (ZM, see this!) going to sit for the exam in June next year? Haha...

Finally, I've a short holiday after revision month. No doubt it's a short, packed and stressful holiday. As you can see from the countdown timer, it's less than one month from 9th Jan 08. What a good date!

So people, I'm back in Penang!! This is what KN asked me to do, write a blog to tell people that I'm back!! =P

PS: More posts are coming up, especially the one about Genting trip, only if I have time to do so. Keep anticipate!

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?

on Sunday, December 9, 2007



What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?

You would fall part for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
You would fall part for the gentleman. Keep an eye out for your love at your next formal or field trip to the opera. Watch out for bad boys who walk on the inside of the curb and don't hold the door for you, and you'll end up with the guy who's suave, sophisticated, and classy through-and-through.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

I'm At Genting

on Saturday, December 8, 2007

I'm at Genting now.
......
......
......
......
......
Leave some imagination space for you.
......
......
......
Oh WHY?
Genting so boring meh?
Well, Hooi Lie went to watch a show with her cousin,
Zhi Hui and Johnson MANAGED to enter the casino!!!
While Chuen Lu is watching tv in the hotel room...
Left me......
Online at Starbucks =P

Uncertainty

on Friday, December 7, 2007

It has been raining for two days. Arghh, I just hate the muggy weather outside!! Instead of warm sunshine welcoming my day in the morning, it's the little umbrella lying at the side of my door that greets me nowadays. Haha, I couldn't imagine life without umbrella these days. Wet and horrible!!

Life's never been so uncertain since last year but once again, I'm facing it right now. No offer letter from UniSA yet, no confirmation of place in university etc. etc. Sigh!! Why???! There are so many things that haven't been done in such a short period of time. Passport, medical checkup, BTN and all sorts of preparation... Even my Chinese New Year holiday seems to be shorter than normal ALM students!

It's like you don't know what's lying ahead, your future is so vague, you are blinded by obstacles, you are so frustrated!! Ok ok, I think I need to stop here, enough craps for today. Strive hard!! (I have to strive hard even though I don't know what will I get in the end) *Miserable*

Looking Thru

on Wednesday, December 5, 2007


A tired day but I couldn't call it a day yet. Still a lot more to study. As there's no internet connection, I'm trying to blog using mobile phone. *desperate*

Dear Friends

on Saturday, December 1, 2007

Dear friends, I'll not be online for the coming two weeks until my revision ends, which is scheduled to be on 14th Dec 07. Besides that, I don't think I will be updating my blog until I come back to Penang. Perhaps I could update it once in a while if I manage to online using Hooi Lie's notebook. One of the reasons behind my very-hard-to-decide decision is that I had been spending too much time on the internet during the first half of my revision month. *guilty* It's really time to concentrate on my A Levels.

*Sad* Hope that the coming two weeks will end very soon so that I can come back to Penang again. By that time, Christmas and New Year are approaching too!

Joy To The World (This is the Christmas carol that I like the most)



Verse 1
Joy to the world! the Lord is come;
Let earth receive her King;
Let every heart prepare him room,
And heaven and nature sing,
And heaven and nature sing,
And heaven, and heaven, and nature sing.

Verse 2
Joy to the world!
the Saviour reigns;
Let men their songs employ;
While fields and floods, rocks, hills, and plains
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat, repeat the sounding joy.

Verse 3
No more let sins and sorrows grow,
Nor thorns infest the ground;
He comes to make His blessings flow
Far as the curse is found,
Far as the curse is found,
Far as, far as, the curse is found.

Verse 4
He rules the world with truth and grace,
And makes the nations prove
The glories of His righteousness,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders, wonders, of His love.

I Am

on Friday, November 30, 2007

If I've Einstein's brain,
If I'm as rich as Bill Gates,
If I can write like Rowling,
If I can sing like Jojo,
If I've Bach's talent,
If I'm as devoted as Mother Teresa......

Ok ok, stop dreaming. I'm none of the above.

I'm who I'm. You know me? Then you will know who I am =P

The Magic Of Smiles

on Wednesday, November 28, 2007


We smile when:

1. We are posting in front of the camera.

2. We meet our friends on the street.

3. We meet friendly strangers.

4. We are feeling gratitude.

5. We feel relieved.

6. We are happy.

7. We are contented.

8. Our hopes are granted.

9. We know that it's holiday tomorrow.

10. We want to exercise our face muscles. =P


There are a lot more reasons for us to smile. Even if there isn't any, you can still smile. Smile increases our faces' value and shines through everyone's heart. You can never know how wonderful it is when someone smiles at you while you are gloomy. It just brighten up your day! It's unbelievable that there are so many goodness in a smile, it's free, it's easy and it's instant! So, what are you waiting for now? *Smiles!!* =)
......
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NOW,
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I sMiLe coz:
1. I finished my Chem papers today.
2. I'm going back to Penang tomorrow.
3. I wrote this post.
Let's spread happiness to everyone around us!! ~Peace~

Wandering

I thought I finished all the homework for this week.
I thought I can enjoy my short weekend back in Penang.
I thought I don't need to bring any book or paper back to Penang.
I thought I will be happy.

However, to my great dismay, I received one whole set of Chem past years right after I finished my Math papers. What the...

We had all the past years, we had done all the papers.
What we want is not repeating those we-did-before-papers.
What we want is a better explanation, not "discuss with your friends".
What we want is accurate guidance on answering the questions, not copying the answers.
What we want is more lab practices, not theories.
What we want is "Yeah, I have", not "I don't have".

When will "what-we-want" be realised?

Holidays are never enough. Be it one month or one year, they can never satisfy my greed. Yeah, I'm greedy, I crave for more holidays, more time to hang around, more time to watch my favourite drama series, more time to spend with my family, more time to online and more time to do whatever I feel like doing.

I'm lucky. This is what I had been told. Yes, I'm lucky. This is a chance that can seldom be encountered in life. Why worry? Why the sadness when you are alone? Why not? Why yes?

It's now approximately one month and 11 days from A Levels, which is equivalent to 42 days, which means that I have 1008 hours left. If I sleep for 8 hours per day, I have only 672 hours left. Substracting 2 hours everyday for mealtime, I left 588 hours. If I spend one hour dreaming everyday, I have 546 hours left......546 hours is equals to 22.75 days. I can't imagine life like that. More and more time will be deducted if I continue to count. Arghh, face the truth!! TIME IS REALLY RUNNING OUT!!!

Searing!

on Sunday, November 25, 2007

It's freaking HOT now!! I'm talking about the weather, what did you think, duh!

No joke, the sun is flaming hot and the sky is so blue that you will definitely got sunburn if you go under the sun. I had a nap just now and after I woke up, ouchh!! I just don't feel well. Feel like taking a cold water bath but not now, I know I'm going to sweat when I go out later.

Since it's too hot that I couldn't concentrate anymore, I find myself crapping here again. Haha, writing here has becoming my daily routine nowadays, I wonder how long will it last... In fact, my productivity is very low today. Perhaps I'm too boring, perhaps there is still plenty of time left, perhaps I don't care what perhaps is anymore.

I'm not only sick of books, I'm sick of the food here too! Yeah, I'm choosy in terms of food. I just don't like their food. Cultural difference perhaps? Haha... To make matter worse, AUSMAT cafe doesn't have much food either. It's so boring to see fried rice and fried noodles everyday. I wanna go home!!

Okay, continue after dinner. I bought chocolate just now, treating myself better once in a while should be ok. Hehe. Fat? Calories? Ahh, I don't care anymore!

It's just less than one month before my revision ends. I haven't even started my revision yet and in a blink of eye, one week has gone! What did I do? Oh yeah, online, listening to music, sleeping, daydreaming etc. So many things I had done but none of them is of academic concern. By the way, there is a possibility that my revision month may be shorten, I hope so. Since attending Bio class for the last week is optional, I might be going back earlier, hehe. Thinking of it, I really can't wait to go home soon!!!

AGAIN!

I was caught by that stupid guard AGAIN just now!

Apalah, sekarang ni 2007 atau 1957? 50 tahun merdeka dah, teknologi canggih, komunikasi canggih, apa pun nak canggih, sayang sekali, minda TERTUTUP!

They want us to learn Theology and Philosophy, we learned. They taught us that we need to be open minded as closed minded will lead to decline of a civilisation. And we learned. BUT, it seems that theory and practical aren't the same.

Somebody tell me please, is wearing a T-shirt and long pants indecent? This cannot; that cannot, next time just come out with a rule making baju kurung compulsory everyday for every occassion! Stupid authority, whoever sets the rules, and whoever implements them.

Is wearing what so important? As long as it's neat and decent, I don't think there's any problem. Moreover, wearing a T-shirt that fits you is 100 times neater than wearing an XXL T-shirt! And recently, I saw a notice informing the dressing code for some kind of dinner. Oh great, no sleeveless blah blah blah. The easiest way out is --- just write wear baju kurung lah!

Baju kurung --- kurung yourself!

I swear, I'm not going to follow the stupid rules and regulations the day I leave INTEC. I'm not going to wear long sleeves! I will proudly announce to the stupid guard that "SAYA BUKAN PELAJAR INTEC!"

被点名了!

on Saturday, November 24, 2007

游戏规则:被點到名字的要在自己的空間日記裏寫下自己的答案,然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題...再加上一個你自己的問題,組成8個問題,傳給其他8個人,列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字...還要到這8個人的空間留言通知對方--->“你被點名了”...被點名者不得拒絕回答問題喔~!!這8個人要在自己的空間裏注明是從哪裡接到的,並且按上述要求傳給其他8個人,讓遊戲繼續,不得回傳~!
Q1. 你最不能忍受...?
很多,最啊,应该是被欺骗的感觉。
Q2.面對壓力,你通常都會...?
狂吃狂喝,写日记发泄发泄。
Q3.死前願望!
原谅我吧!
Q4. 是否有想過玩一夜情嗎?
以前,现在,未来都没有,也不会有。
Q5. 你會因為別人的言語,而改变自己吗?
善意的批评会反省接受,至于有意的中伤会嗤之以鼻,哈哈!
Q6.出現心意對象,會勇于表白嗎?
本人有点内向,除非成功几率是一百,否则不会。
Q7. 如果他出現婚外情,你會一哭,二闹,三上吊嗎?
不会,那是笨蛋!我要活得比他更好!!
Q8. 如果你發現自己愛上了不該愛的人,你會選擇一廂情願默默忍受還是大膽表白?
会尝试忘记吧!
要点名咯,就任何有读到这篇文章的人,呵呵!还有欣柔,子翔... 再点回康宁可以吗?=P

Up To You

It was really noisy this afternoon. The sound of machinery from the renovation work caused me to lose concentration. (Good excuse) But luckily, I still managed to finish up metabolic pathways before going out for dinner just now. Low productivity, though. Can't think of anything to write today, I'm just too tired. Biological time has not been adjusted yet and I had been yawning in the class since Tuesday. Arghh! I'm going to get sufficient sleep today. Good night everybody!

Twilight

on Thursday, November 22, 2007

I could have captured a nicer picture if my camera was better.

I knew it. The view wasn't good as it was blocked by the roof.

Generally, sunset gives me a feeling of nostalgia, of reminiscence and of loneliness. As night crawls in, people are preparing to go to bed. It marks the end of the day, whether you like it or not. You can choose not to sleep, you can force yourself to stay awake with the effect of caffeine BUT you cannot deny that the day is coming to an end. Tick tock, tick tock... As the clock on the wall strikes twelve, it's another brand new day!

Today, I've a completely new feeling. The rays represent hope, will and power. It gives me strength to pursue my dreams and to endure in terms of adversity. I whispered to myself, "I'm going to finish up my Stats homework as soon as possible and to complete my Chem today." Reflectively, the other part of myself shouted back,
"TIME FOR YOUR BRAIN TO START WORKING!! STOP TALKING NONSENSE HERE!!"

Yeah, action is more important than words. I'm going to listen to my own voice. Thank you!

Scribbles

I'm here
I need to study
I need to make it

Laziness is striking me
Boredom is killing me off

BUT

Nothing shall stop me from concentrating
I'm going to STUDY hard
The smart way
I'm going to live my life
To the fullest

I know it's hard
I know it's full of rocks and stones
I know it's not gonna be a bed of roses
I know that hurdles are ahead

I'm learning...

Like a diamond
I'm determined
But not dogged
Like an erythrocyte
I'm flexible
But not losing my identity
Like a xerophyte
I will survice
In hostility

I'll be selected for
I come, and
I conquer!

Jia You!!

on Wednesday, November 21, 2007

How long do I still need to lead a life like this?

Every morning when people are still slumbering in their comfortable beds, I need to wake up.

When the sun is scorching and the only thing that appear in my mind is to snooze, I need to be reminded that A Levels is coming soon.

The night is so quiet, too quiet that it seems to be liveless.

When I wake up in the morning, I see no light.

When I am going to sleep at night, I see no light as well.

When I walk outside, I see the usual same faces.

When I go to college, I sit at the same place, doing the same thing.

When I miss home, I will whisper to myself,

"Be patient, just another few more weeks."


===My journey begins tomorrow===
Be patient and be persevere!!! Jia you jia you, hehe!!!

Believe It Or Not?

on Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Finally, I tried the newly opened Pak Li Kopitiam today. Some of the food are not bad I guess, but the prawn mee that I tried is still different from Penang's. Of course Penang one is better!! =P

Oh yeah, I missed an entry yesterday. Yesterday was initially a nice day. No homework, nothing to do too since I had finished cleaning the day before. In fact, I was enjoying myself in the room. Music, chatting etc. However, the news that we need to move (AGAIN!) turned me down completely!! What the??? Blah blah blah... Somebody says this, somebody says that... Whatever!

There we were, at the Cemara office. The officer came and started his "speech". Do... Re... Mi... Fa... So... La... Ti... Do... Ti LaSoFaMiReDo!!! Ok ok, clearance!!

WHAT?!!
@#$@#%#%&^$

We just settled down one day ago and now they asked us to move again?! Right, we can't do anything. Pn. Rita was on leave and En. Hassan was away at Kinabalu. We were inferior. SO,
"Hooray!! Move!!!" (Please don't misunderstand, I wasn't happy with that.)

We did clearance and handed in our keys. With the new keys, we went to "visit" our new hostel. The first thing that came into our sights was the toilet. OMG! I was out of adjective to describe it but according to Zhi Hui, it looked like kopitiam's toilet. Haha... The second thing that I thought of was the bed. Ehh, why the bed and pillow were grey in colour?! AhhHH!! How come?

That night, I lied on my bed thinking... I never know that I was so lucky to stay in a newly renovated unit until yesterday. Suddenly, all complaints and dissatisfaction are gone. In one night, I learned to appreaciate my current unit, new bed, new pillow, new table, new chair, new cupboard... Practically everything was new!

A dramatic change happened today.

......

Luckily, everything is now over... Thank God!

A New Look

on Sunday, November 18, 2007

With this ticket, I came back to a place where foot is my best companion, studying is my favourite pastime and mealtime is my hope. =P

Look at the fan below, and compare with my previous post. Clean right?

The corner of my room is no longer dusty or full with hair.

After cleaning, my unit is 100 times cleaner. (Rather exaggerate, haha!)

My kitchen has no ant, for now. Hehe!

So, I CLEANED my hostel! Haha... Doesn't it look more ready to be stayed? =P But thanks to it, my arms and legs are aching and I'm completely exhausted!

Frappacino!!

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern

At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent

You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet

Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Is Your Love Based On

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows.
You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.
For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.
You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.

Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily

Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

I'm A Nurturer?

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What Major Is Right For You

on Saturday, November 17, 2007

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Accounting/Finance/Marketing

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Accounting, Finance, Economics, Marketing, or related majors (e.g., Computer/Management Information Systems (CIS or MIS), Entrepreneurship, International Business, Operations Management, Public Administration, Real Estate, Risk Management, Sports Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Accounting/Finance/Marketing


88%

Education/Counseling


75%

Mathematics/Statistics


69%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health


69%

Psychology/Sociology


63%

Religion/Theology


63%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology


63%

English/Journalism/Comm


56%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage


56%

Physics/Engineering/Computer


50%

HR/BusinessManagement


44%

Visual&PerformingArts


44%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy


44%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts


38%

Did I venture into the wrong field?

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Emo

PS: If you don't want your holiday mood to be affected by my crappy post, don't read.

At this time tomorrow, I will be on my way back to Shah Alam.

Why do I need to go back when everyone else is coming back?
Why do I need to study when the others are enjoying holiday back in their hometowns?
Why can't I do the stupid revision at home?
What is the point of repeating those past years that we had done before?
Why must you, INTEC deprive me of my time at home?
Why must it be compulsory but not optional?
Why must I be so pessimistic?
Why is ME???

I'm sad. I'm demolarised. I'm growing more melancholy every hour.

The NS list is up. And my bro got the 2nd batch. What to study, what to study? This seems to be the biggest problem that I faced two years ago. Sometimes, not everything can be expressed here. But what I can say is I truly understand the difficulties in making decision. Whether you had decided or not, there will certainly be objections. There are just too many things to be cared for. This is no good, that is bad. You will ended up being a nobody and so on. Okay, okay, that's enough. A moment of silence please.

What I want to see is evidence.
What I want to hear is maturity of thoughts.
What I want to know is not who who who study this and ended up being that.
What I want to listen is not this aunty her son studies this, and that aunty her daughter studies that.
What I want is: CONFIRMATION

Alright, adults know better. They are more experienced. They can read your mind. They know what you want. They will lead you to a better future! If you don't listen to them, you wil regret in the future. If you DO listen to them, you can't blame them in the future. But if you DON'T listen to them, they will blame you in the future.

I'm not talking about me. I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about NO ONE.

I'm So Happy!

on Friday, November 16, 2007

Okay, I'm not mad. I'm happy now!! But I don't know how long it will last. =P

I don't need to move!! Yeah, I will be staying in Akasia during the revision month, no more Cemara!!!

What If...

Half way shopping just now, something flashed through my mind. It was something I never worry about and nearly forgotten --- RESULTS!

Suddenly, many questions flooded into my mind: What if...
1. I didn't do well
2. I managed to do well now but not in the actual exam
3.I can know what if

This matter has been bothering me since a long time ago. I may be a little too pessimistic at times but I just couldn't help it. I had never been good luck in important exams, as far as I could remember.

My holiday is going to come to an end very soon... I am so sad. No more drama series, no more shopping, no more good food, no more cosy bed. Instead, I need to worry about what to eat every meal, think of what I'm going to study tomorrow and my major concern would be to minimise the number of clothes I need to wash. And lastly, I know it's stupid to mention this, I know you may think that I am a nut or something, up to you. At night, when silence is the only answer you get from the surroundings, I will start to think too much. What if...
1. Somebody breaks into my room
2. The door is blown close by "something" but not wind
3. The murmuring sound that I heard is...... So eerie!!

Across Penang Bridge

I became a bright light bulb for one evening and night! No no, I should say I became a candle, haha... Candle sounds better. Although it has the same effect as bulb, candle seems to be more respectable, more romantic and more... erm, oh yeah, candle sacrifices itself to illuminate the others. Haha... But in my case, there was no sacrifice being done.

Actually, I went to Sunway Carnival with my cousin, and of course her "friend". It was the first time I went there after its official opening a few months ago. Just like what I had been told before going, it has no difference from other shopping malls, except that it is much smaller than Queensbay Mall. Perhaps I expected too much of it. But the name is somehow "grand", I thought it would be something like Sunway Pyramid, at least. Anyway, to have something like Sunway Carnival is better than nothing too. It houses many retail outlets such as Esprit, PDI, Hush Puppies etc. etc. Pardon me for my forgetfulness.

Moving on, our next destination is Tambun a.k.a seafood hunt. It had been 5 months since I last went there. For a few hours, I completely forgot about calories and fat! The only thing that appeared in my mind was EAT. Later, we went to Auto City. The first impression it gave me was erm... a bigger version of E-Gate. Again, there were many restaurants and cafes. Interestingly, Penang International Lantern Festival is being held there. Unfortunately, we didn't have enough time to visit it but I managed to grab a few photographs of the outside view. It was the first time I feel that Hello Kitty is sweet. =P
Hello Kitty standing on the bridge
A closer look, splendid!
My cousin and I


It's me, together with Kitties, hehe...

Happy Or Sad?

on Thursday, November 15, 2007

My enjoyable holiday is going to end soon but at the same time, it's the start of my fellow course mates' long long holiday. How sad... So so so unfair!!

I'm going back to SA soon, this time alone. Argh!! This adds to my nostalgia. Moreover, I'm going to spend the one whole month alone. Where's my roommate??! Of course, I will not be alone if we need to move to Cemara. But again, I'm reluctant to do so. Akasia is better, although not much. First of all, the wireless signal is better. At least I can online at the balcony. Secondly, all the furniture in my unit is first-hand. I can't imagine myself sleeping on a pillow somebody you don't know had slept on before, yuckss!! Thirdly, my books!! My God!! I have so many books, so heavy, how am I going to move them all the way to Cemara?!

I wanna go back to SA, NOT!!! And I want to move to Cemara, NOT!!!

FreeRice

on Wednesday, November 14, 2007

FreeRice website:
http://www.freerice.com/index.php

FreeRice is a sister site of world poverty site. It has two goals:
1. Provide english vocabulary to everyone for free.
2. Help end world hunger by providing rice to hungry people for free.

The rice is paid by the advertisers and is distributed by the United Nations World Food Program (WFP). The World Food Program is the world’s largest food aid agency, working with over 1,000 other organizations in over 75 countries. In addition to providing food, the World Food Program helps hungry people to become self-reliant so that they escape hunger for good.

For those who are boring, feel free to try out the vocabulary game!

An Eye Opener

on Monday, November 12, 2007

A small unit on the fifth floor at a small place in a small part of the world:

Looks quite neat, still acceptable...

My God, when was the last time you wash this fan? Not long, it was like 6 months ago =P

Ever wonder what are those "colourful" little things? Well, they are traces of half-decompose balloons at the corner of the table, blue plastic bag, white and red balloons but I don't know what the yellow-blackish thing is.


Strands of hair at one corner


You see the hair? No comment.

A Morning Post

One week passes so fast... I didn't even realise it until a few days ago. Yeah, holiday is always my favourite time of the year, be it the long long end-of-sem holiday or shorter mid-term break.

Nowadays, holiday is obviously very different from my holiday during school days. Previously, holiday means don't need to go to school and don't need to wake up early in the morning. But now, holiday means I can come back to Penang!! I never know that my hometown is such a nice place before that - heaven of food and lots more!!

As I could remember, I practically "wasted" all my holidays watching movies, drama series and need not to mention, GAINING WEIGHT!! Sleep, eat, online, sleep, watch movie, sleep is my daily routine. 很废,对吧?

SPM starts today. To my bro, good luck and do study!!

GCE Timetable

on Saturday, November 10, 2007

Printed out Edexcel's timetable today. It is a long timetable, lasting for approximately one month from 7th Jan 08 till 1st Feb 08. However, glad to say that my exam schedule is way shorter than the actual timetable, from 9th to 28th Jan 08 only BUT the number of days I'm going to sit for exam is only 9 days! Well, how could it lasts for about 3 weeks then? Since every exam is almost the same, it's up to you to guess! =P

I wonder how persevere I will be during the one whole month. I can be very hardworking when time's really running out and every subject comes consecutively. Yep, I rather choose to be hardworking for two weeks and say goodbye to the exam as soon as possible. But sadly, I can only follow the fixed timetable, right?

So, I decided to come back to Penang after the revision month, say for two weeks then only I go back to SA. Hehe, anyway, the duration I'll be back is still tentative as I still couldn't make up my mind but one thing for sure, I'll be back, by hook or by crook!!

No More "P"!

on Tuesday, November 6, 2007

I've my first Malaysian Driving Licence!! And the word "probationary" no longer appears on my driving licence!!!

Two years, oh God! It was like yesterday when I first got my driving licence. Haha... The first time I was driving on the road holding a learner's licence, it was a mixture of excitement and nervous. Moving on, the first time I was driving on the road with my probationary driving licence, it was a rainy day, heavy rain and everyone in the car was so terrified! Ahaha... Luckily there weren't anyone with weak heart.

The reason why I like Penang so much is because I can drive back at here! Nonetheless, my previous encounters with public transport in Shah Alam was a complete disaster!

Firstly, it was the taxi. Although there are a couple of honest taxi drivers, mind you! Most of them are unethical taxi drivers. The latter will charge you like mad as if their petrol is made of gold! Not only that, their attitudes show that Moral Education is a waste of time! Well, most of them don't study Moral. =P

Secondly, it's our infamous commuter - packed like sandwich during peak hours and they are never punctual!

Thirdly, buses. There was once when I was on board a bus with malfuctioned air conditioner. Pratically I think that it has no difference from a hot oven! To make matter worse, the bus was packed with passengers so many that you can hardly move. Everyone was sweating but the bus stopped for approximately half an hour by the roadside, leaving all the passengers waiting. I bet many will suffer from oxygen depletion if the situation continues.

What to do? We have got one of the best highways in Southeast Asia!!! =P

I'm Back!!!

on Sunday, November 4, 2007

Unbelievable, two weeks is now OVER!!!
Yeah, no more NAS (Nelson Advance Science), no more notes, no more exercises, no more past years and most importantly, no more sleepless nights!!! Well, for two weeks, at least. Hehe...

Looking back to last two weeks, i.e. the first day I reached Shah Alam, I spent the whole afternoon and night doing Math and Stats. My sleepless-night-journey began...

Second day, third day, fourth day.... until the last day of my trial, the two weeks had been one of the longest in my life. No afternoon nap, no daydreaming, study, study and study, so mundane! Days are like months, weeks are like years...

Well, don't misunderstand. Not that I was so hardworking, it was rather the consequence of studying at the eleventh hour, or tenth maybe? Haha... And lastly, due to this, I've pimples popping up on my face, arghhh!!!

Lonely Keyboard

on Wednesday, October 17, 2007


Yesterday was the first time I played my piano after more than one month. Being "neglected" since I was in Shah Alam, she is now dust-covered.


I can still remember how she had accompanied me through my school years. Yeah, one of my best companions, somehow... You play with all of your heart, and you listen to your heart through your own fingers. It sounds nice... No matter how happy you are, or how sad you can be, music can play them all.


It's sad that now I can no longer play my piano everyday, and it seems that everytime I play after a long break, my skills are deteriorating. The once awesome melody was gone, replacing by pauses all over the piece. Arghh! So sad...


Before I forget, yep, my holiday is going to end soon and trial is really just AROUND THE CORNER, 5 days to go. To prevent myself from being "internetaholic" I decided not to bring my laptop back to Shah Alam. Just two weeks and Joyce will be back in action!! =P

Exam Fever

on Sunday, October 14, 2007

Stacks and stacks of books,
more and more past years,
everybody's racing against time...

Study more,
practise more,
grab every single paper that you could find...

Guilty,
when you find yourself sitting in front of the laptop,
typing lines and lines of crappy stuffs;
when you are supposed to be in front of the books,
Biology, Chemistry or Math,
just anything!

知足

on Saturday, October 13, 2007

怎麼去拥有一道彩虹
怎麼去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱著那一年的歌
那样的回忆那麼足够
足够我天天都品嚐著寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

I'm Going Home!!

on Saturday, October 6, 2007

YEAH! I'm going home in less than one week's time!! Excited, and at the same time worried for my trial. As a matter of fact, previous evidence had shown that my productivity at home is as close as zero. Arghh!! What should I do now??

Part of my heart anticipates to go back, part of my heart worries that I couldn't be 100% prepared for my trial... Worse still, trial is so so so important!

Another sad news for me, although majority of us prefer BTN to be held after the trial, Pn. Rita sent up a date to JPA that really puts me off. What the hell?! After actual A-Level, meaning that it will be in the end of January or early February. My Chinese New year......

Stupid Rule

on Tuesday, September 25, 2007

For safety reasons, students of INTEC need to:
Wear student card wherever you go, whether you are attending a class or going back to the hostel. (Or you will be forbidden from entering the hostel)

HOWEVER,
A few weeks ago, a Domino lady came to my unit wanted to sell me Domino Pizza's coupons, which means that she actually bypast the stupid guards and came all the way up to 5th floor. AND ironically, she walked past "Brother Boon" 's house too!

SO,
What is the use of implementing rules without enforcement? Anyway, it's still amusing that I was caught today for not wearing student card.

"Dik! Dik!!" (I pretended that I didn't hear and continued walking)

"Apa pasal tak dengar pulak tu!"

"Macam student ke sikap ni?"

"Jika tak da student card tunggu kat luar panggil kawan ambil mari baru boleh masuk!"

FINE FINE FINE!
"Tak da orang kat hostel macam mana nak ambil student card?"

"Itulah saya kata next time kena bawa student card!"

*GRIN*

Stressed!

Arghh!! Trial is coming, stress intensifies, time's limiting and what should I do?

study, Study, STUDY!!!

BUTTTTTTT

Doing C4 Math past years had killed don't know how many brain cells of mine... Trying to understand the mechanisms for organic chemistry had added don't know how many strands of white hair for me... Biology? Oh God!! Why our body has got so many channels and pumps?!

IELTS Over!

on Sunday, September 23, 2007

Finally, IELTS is all over!! Speaking, Listening, Reading and Writing, which means that I will be having 6 extra free hours from next week onwards, hehe... I'm sooo RELIEVED!! Well, without thinking of the results-releasing-day 14 days later. One more thing, no more boring English classes in the future!!!

Now that I don't have to worry about IELTS, there's another important exam coming on my way, and it's less than one month from now. Sigh, my revision is progressing slooow! Worse still, I think I'm not going to be that hardworking during the coming Raya Break, or shall I say study leave? ARGHH!! Why they make trial so important for us? 12 points...

When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
But all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams are meant for sleeping
and wishes on the star
Just don't come true
And now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
When I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I like the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Joyce's New Blog!!

on Sunday, September 9, 2007

So, this is supposed to be my first blog here but since I posted one just now, I guess it doesn't matter much as which one to be the first.

Joyce's new blog is here!! Previously, Joyce had been blogging using Windows Live Spaces but due to some reasons (slow internet connection being the main one!), Joyce decided to move her blog to blogspot. For those interested to read Joyce's previous entries, feel free to visit http://joycebluebells.spaces.live.com/

Thanks for reading and comments are mostly welcomed. Have a nice day!!

An Exotic Dinner Experience

The thrilling part of this exciting yet funny dinner experience happened when our famous, stern and demanding, er, I forgot his position but his name is Encik Hassan spotted us FAR inside his car!!

Well, it started like this: We were too lazy to change into long pants (for those who don’t know why, our rules in hostel is baju lengan panjang tutup punggung and seluar panjang yang longar). Then, we decided to wear short pants since we were just planning to have our dinner in the hostel compound. Staring at our dinner, (I had been tortured visually and sensually for one night, one morning and one afternoon) waiting for our BIG guests to reach, we were almost running out of patience. Finally, our big guests, namely our new papa and mama reached. (They were carrying badminton rackets!)Haha…

THEN, this unfortunate incident happened!! We saw an Avanza, KAK 2727 drove by and stopped, ENCIK HASSAN!!! Oh my God!! He started to sound his honk at us. The shrieking sound simply drove me crazy and for a moment, I was completely disoriented. Neglecting the statement made by my friend asking me not to move, I RAN instead! RUN RUN RUN, I ran inside the study room, left using the back door and straight back to my hostel! (Encik Hassan is staying at the same laman as I’m). Rushing up the stairs and into my room, I quickly changed into long sleeves and long pants, tied up my hair and removed my specs. For a complete “transformation”, I even took along my GP book. (erm, looks like I’m going to the study room to STUDY)HAha…

After that, steadily, we walked back to the “site” in another direction, first, into the study room and then upstairs into badminton court. There, we reunite with some of our “fellow runaway friends”. (so sorry we left Val alone to deal with Encik Hassan). Through the windows in the badminton court, we observed the situation and finally decided to take our dinner to Cemara instead. Haha…Later, I found out what happened exactly after I left. Hooi Lie left with me. Zhi Hui ran into the study room and later being questioned by Encik Hassan whether she was one of the two runaways (namely me and Hooi Lie) while Chuen Lu was hiding in the toilet!! On the other hand, our two big guests steadily carried their badminton rackets and walked up to the badminton court. Poor Val, Encik Hassan asked her where were we and she told him “Sudah balik, tak mau makan dah!” HAHAHA…

Dated 7th September 2007.