What If...

on Friday, November 16, 2007

Half way shopping just now, something flashed through my mind. It was something I never worry about and nearly forgotten --- RESULTS!

Suddenly, many questions flooded into my mind: What if...
1. I didn't do well
2. I managed to do well now but not in the actual exam
3.I can know what if

This matter has been bothering me since a long time ago. I may be a little too pessimistic at times but I just couldn't help it. I had never been good luck in important exams, as far as I could remember.

My holiday is going to come to an end very soon... I am so sad. No more drama series, no more shopping, no more good food, no more cosy bed. Instead, I need to worry about what to eat every meal, think of what I'm going to study tomorrow and my major concern would be to minimise the number of clothes I need to wash. And lastly, I know it's stupid to mention this, I know you may think that I am a nut or something, up to you. At night, when silence is the only answer you get from the surroundings, I will start to think too much. What if...
1. Somebody breaks into my room
2. The door is blown close by "something" but not wind
3. The murmuring sound that I heard is...... So eerie!!

2 footprints:

Khang Ning said...

u think too much la..haha..as long as u put in effort u shud hv no worries d mah..haha..as u hv alredi done wat u can do...the others jz leave it to fate..n, is ur hostel so terrible?? lol

Joyce said...

haha..cant do anything abt result, right.
about my hostel, erm... there was once when i was talking with my fren abt d victim who fell from d top while changing d roof at the block diagonally opposite mine and suddenly, d door of my balcony was blown closed making out "sound"...
at 1st i tot aiya, nth la, juz wind ok...bt d next day my fren asked me again n i started 2 link dis n dat tog d...lolz