What If...

on Friday, November 16, 2007

Half way shopping just now, something flashed through my mind. It was something I never worry about and nearly forgotten --- RESULTS!

Suddenly, many questions flooded into my mind: What if...
1. I didn't do well
2. I managed to do well now but not in the actual exam
3.I can know what if

This matter has been bothering me since a long time ago. I may be a little too pessimistic at times but I just couldn't help it. I had never been good luck in important exams, as far as I could remember.

My holiday is going to come to an end very soon... I am so sad. No more drama series, no more shopping, no more good food, no more cosy bed. Instead, I need to worry about what to eat every meal, think of what I'm going to study tomorrow and my major concern would be to minimise the number of clothes I need to wash. And lastly, I know it's stupid to mention this, I know you may think that I am a nut or something, up to you. At night, when silence is the only answer you get from the surroundings, I will start to think too much. What if...
1. Somebody breaks into my room
2. The door is blown close by "something" but not wind
3. The murmuring sound that I heard is...... So eerie!!

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Unknown said...

u think too much la..haha..as long as u put in effort u shud hv no worries d mah..haha..as u hv alredi done wat u can do...the others jz leave it to fate..n, is ur hostel so terrible?? lol

Te Ying said...

haha..cant do anything abt result, right.
about my hostel, erm... there was once when i was talking with my fren abt d victim who fell from d top while changing d roof at the block diagonally opposite mine and suddenly, d door of my balcony was blown closed making out "sound"...
at 1st i tot aiya, nth la, juz wind ok...bt d next day my fren asked me again n i started 2 link dis n dat tog d...lolz