If I've Einstein's brain,
If I'm as rich as Bill Gates,
If I can write like Rowling,
If I can sing like Jojo,
If I've Bach's talent,
If I'm as devoted as Mother Teresa......
Ok ok, stop dreaming. I'm none of the above.
I'm who I'm. You know me? Then you will know who I am =P
I thought I finished all the homework for this week.
I thought I can enjoy my short weekend back in Penang.
I thought I don't need to bring any book or paper back to Penang.
I thought I will be happy.
However, to my great dismay, I received one whole set of Chem past years right after I finished my Math papers. What the...
We had all the past years, we had done all the papers.
What we want is not repeating those we-did-before-papers.
What we want is a better explanation, not "discuss with your friends".
What we want is accurate guidance on answering the questions, not copying the answers.
What we want is more lab practices, not theories.
What we want is "Yeah, I have", not "I don't have".
When will "what-we-want" be realised?
Holidays are never enough. Be it one month or one year, they can never satisfy my greed. Yeah, I'm greedy, I crave for more holidays, more time to hang around, more time to watch my favourite drama series, more time to spend with my family, more time to online and more time to do whatever I feel like doing.
I'm lucky. This is what I had been told. Yes, I'm lucky. This is a chance that can seldom be encountered in life. Why worry? Why the sadness when you are alone? Why not? Why yes?
It's now approximately one month and 11 days from A Levels, which is equivalent to 42 days, which means that I have 1008 hours left. If I sleep for 8 hours per day, I have only 672 hours left. Substracting 2 hours everyday for mealtime, I left 588 hours. If I spend one hour dreaming everyday, I have 546 hours left......546 hours is equals to 22.75 days. I can't imagine life like that. More and more time will be deducted if I continue to count. Arghh, face the truth!! TIME IS REALLY RUNNING OUT!!!
It's freaking HOT now!! I'm talking about the weather, what did you think, duh!
No joke, the sun is flaming hot and the sky is so blue that you will definitely got sunburn if you go under the sun. I had a nap just now and after I woke up, ouchh!! I just don't feel well. Feel like taking a cold water bath but not now, I know I'm going to sweat when I go out later.
Since it's too hot that I couldn't concentrate anymore, I find myself crapping here again. Haha, writing here has becoming my daily routine nowadays, I wonder how long will it last... In fact, my productivity is very low today. Perhaps I'm too boring, perhaps there is still plenty of time left, perhaps I don't care what perhaps is anymore.
I'm not only sick of books, I'm sick of the food here too! Yeah, I'm choosy in terms of food. I just don't like their food. Cultural difference perhaps? Haha... To make matter worse, AUSMAT cafe doesn't have much food either. It's so boring to see fried rice and fried noodles everyday. I wanna go home!!
Okay, continue after dinner. I bought chocolate just now, treating myself better once in a while should be ok. Hehe. Fat? Calories? Ahh, I don't care anymore!
It's just less than one month before my revision ends. I haven't even started my revision yet and in a blink of eye, one week has gone! What did I do? Oh yeah, online, listening to music, sleeping, daydreaming etc. So many things I had done but none of them is of academic concern. By the way, there is a possibility that my revision month may be shorten, I hope so. Since attending Bio class for the last week is optional, I might be going back earlier, hehe. Thinking of it, I really can't wait to go home soon!!!
I was caught by that stupid guard AGAIN just now!
Apalah, sekarang ni 2007 atau 1957? 50 tahun merdeka dah, teknologi canggih, komunikasi canggih, apa pun nak canggih, sayang sekali, minda TERTUTUP!
They want us to learn Theology and Philosophy, we learned. They taught us that we need to be open minded as closed minded will lead to decline of a civilisation. And we learned. BUT, it seems that theory and practical aren't the same.
Somebody tell me please, is wearing a T-shirt and long pants indecent? This cannot; that cannot, next time just come out with a rule making baju kurung compulsory everyday for every occassion! Stupid authority, whoever sets the rules, and whoever implements them.
Is wearing what so important? As long as it's neat and decent, I don't think there's any problem. Moreover, wearing a T-shirt that fits you is 100 times neater than wearing an XXL T-shirt! And recently, I saw a notice informing the dressing code for some kind of dinner. Oh great, no sleeveless blah blah blah. The easiest way out is --- just write wear baju kurung lah!
Baju kurung --- kurung yourself!
I swear, I'm not going to follow the stupid rules and regulations the day I leave INTEC. I'm not going to wear long sleeves! I will proudly announce to the stupid guard that "SAYA BUKAN PELAJAR INTEC!"
游戏规则:被點到名字的要在自己的空間日記裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題...再加上一個你自己的問題，組成8個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字...還要到這8個人的空間留言通知對方--->“你被點名了”...被點名者不得拒絕回答問題喔~！！這8個人要在自己的空間裏注明是從哪裡接到的，並且按上述要求傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續，不得回傳~！
Q1. 你最不能忍受...？
很多，最啊，应该是被欺骗的感觉。
Q2.面對壓力，你通常都會...？
狂吃狂喝，写日记发泄发泄。
Q3.死前願望！
原谅我吧！
Q4. 是否有想過玩一夜情嗎?
以前，现在，未来都没有，也不会有。
Q5. 你會因為別人的言語，而改变自己吗？
善意的批评会反省接受，至于有意的中伤会嗤之以鼻，哈哈！
Q6.出現心意對象，會勇于表白嗎？
本人有点内向，除非成功几率是一百，否则不会。
Q7. 如果他出現婚外情，你會一哭，二闹，三上吊嗎？
不会，那是笨蛋！我要活得比他更好！！
Q8. 如果你發現自己愛上了不該愛的人，你會選擇一廂情願默默忍受還是大膽表白？
会尝试忘记吧！
要点名咯，就任何有读到这篇文章的人，呵呵！还有欣柔，子翔... 再点回康宁可以吗？=P
It was really noisy this afternoon. The sound of machinery from the renovation work caused me to lose concentration. (Good excuse) But luckily, I still managed to finish up metabolic pathways before going out for dinner just now. Low productivity, though. Can't think of anything to write today, I'm just too tired. Biological time has not been adjusted yet and I had been yawning in the class since Tuesday. Arghh! I'm going to get sufficient sleep today. Good night everybody!
I knew it. The view wasn't good as it was blocked by the roof.I'm here
I need to study
I need to make it
Laziness is striking me
Boredom is killing me off
BUT
How long do I still need to lead a life like this?
Every morning when people are still slumbering in their comfortable beds, I need to wake up.
When the sun is scorching and the only thing that appear in my mind is to snooze, I need to be reminded that A Levels is coming soon.
The night is so quiet, too quiet that it seems to be liveless.
When I wake up in the morning, I see no light.
When I am going to sleep at night, I see no light as well.
When I walk outside, I see the usual same faces.
When I go to college, I sit at the same place, doing the same thing.
When I miss home, I will whisper to myself,
"Be patient, just another few more weeks."
===My journey begins tomorrow===
Be patient and be persevere!!! Jia you jia you, hehe!!!
Finally, I tried the newly opened Pak Li Kopitiam today. Some of the food are not bad I guess, but the prawn mee that I tried is still different from Penang's. Of course Penang one is better!! =P
Oh yeah, I missed an entry yesterday. Yesterday was initially a nice day. No homework, nothing to do too since I had finished cleaning the day before. In fact, I was enjoying myself in the room. Music, chatting etc. However, the news that we need to move (AGAIN!) turned me down completely!! What the??? Blah blah blah... Somebody says this, somebody says that... Whatever!
There we were, at the Cemara office. The officer came and started his "speech". Do... Re... Mi... Fa... So... La... Ti... Do... Ti LaSoFaMiReDo!!! Ok ok, clearance!!
WHAT?!!
@#$@#%#%&^$
We just settled down one day ago and now they asked us to move again?! Right, we can't do anything. Pn. Rita was on leave and En. Hassan was away at Kinabalu. We were inferior. SO,
"Hooray!! Move!!!" (Please don't misunderstand, I wasn't happy with that.)
We did clearance and handed in our keys. With the new keys, we went to "visit" our new hostel. The first thing that came into our sights was the toilet. OMG! I was out of adjective to describe it but according to Zhi Hui, it looked like kopitiam's toilet. Haha... The second thing that I thought of was the bed. Ehh, why the bed and pillow were grey in colour?! AhhHH!! How come?
That night, I lied on my bed thinking... I never know that I was so lucky to stay in a newly renovated unit until yesterday. Suddenly, all complaints and dissatisfaction are gone. In one night, I learned to appreaciate my current unit, new bed, new pillow, new table, new chair, new cupboard... Practically everything was new!
A dramatic change happened today.
......
Luckily, everything is now over... Thank God!
Look at the fan below, and compare with my previous post. Clean right?
The corner of my room is no longer dusty or full with hair.
After cleaning, my unit is 100 times cleaner. (Rather exaggerate, haha!)
My kitchen has no ant, for now. Hehe!
So, I CLEANED my hostel! Haha... Doesn't it look more ready to be stayed? =P But thanks to it, my arms and legs are aching and I'm completely exhausted!
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PS: If you don't want your holiday mood to be affected by my crappy post, don't read.
At this time tomorrow, I will be on my way back to Shah Alam.
Why do I need to go back when everyone else is coming back?
Why do I need to study when the others are enjoying holiday back in their hometowns?
Why can't I do the stupid revision at home?
What is the point of repeating those past years that we had done before?
Why must you, INTEC deprive me of my time at home?
Why must it be compulsory but not optional?
Why must I be so pessimistic?
Why is ME???
I'm sad. I'm demolarised. I'm growing more melancholy every hour.
The NS list is up. And my bro got the 2nd batch. What to study, what to study? This seems to be the biggest problem that I faced two years ago. Sometimes, not everything can be expressed here. But what I can say is I truly understand the difficulties in making decision. Whether you had decided or not, there will certainly be objections. There are just too many things to be cared for. This is no good, that is bad. You will ended up being a nobody and so on. Okay, okay, that's enough. A moment of silence please.
What I want to see is evidence.
What I want to hear is maturity of thoughts.
What I want to know is not who who who study this and ended up being that.
What I want to listen is not this aunty her son studies this, and that aunty her daughter studies that.
What I want is: CONFIRMATION
Alright, adults know better. They are more experienced. They can read your mind. They know what you want. They will lead you to a better future! If you don't listen to them, you wil regret in the future. If you DO listen to them, you can't blame them in the future. But if you DON'T listen to them, they will blame you in the future.
I'm not talking about me. I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about NO ONE.
Okay, I'm not mad. I'm happy now!! But I don't know how long it will last. =P
I don't need to move!! Yeah, I will be staying in Akasia during the revision month, no more Cemara!!!
Half way shopping just now, something flashed through my mind. It was something I never worry about and nearly forgotten --- RESULTS!
Suddenly, many questions flooded into my mind: What if...
1. I didn't do well
2. I managed to do well now but not in the actual exam
3.I can know what if
This matter has been bothering me since a long time ago. I may be a little too pessimistic at times but I just couldn't help it. I had never been good luck in important exams, as far as I could remember.
My holiday is going to come to an end very soon... I am so sad. No more drama series, no more shopping, no more good food, no more cosy bed. Instead, I need to worry about what to eat every meal, think of what I'm going to study tomorrow and my major concern would be to minimise the number of clothes I need to wash. And lastly, I know it's stupid to mention this, I know you may think that I am a nut or something, up to you. At night, when silence is the only answer you get from the surroundings, I will start to think too much. What if...
1. Somebody breaks into my room
2. The door is blown close by "something" but not wind
3. The murmuring sound that I heard is...... So eerie!!
My enjoyable holiday is going to end soon but at the same time, it's the start of my fellow course mates' long long holiday. How sad... So so so unfair!!
I'm going back to SA soon, this time alone. Argh!! This adds to my nostalgia. Moreover, I'm going to spend the one whole month alone. Where's my roommate??! Of course, I will not be alone if we need to move to Cemara. But again, I'm reluctant to do so. Akasia is better, although not much. First of all, the wireless signal is better. At least I can online at the balcony. Secondly, all the furniture in my unit is first-hand. I can't imagine myself sleeping on a pillow somebody you don't know had slept on before, yuckss!! Thirdly, my books!! My God!! I have so many books, so heavy, how am I going to move them all the way to Cemara?!
I wanna go back to SA, NOT!!! And I want to move to Cemara, NOT!!!
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Looks quite neat, still acceptable...
My God, when was the last time you wash this fan? Not long, it was like 6 months ago =P
Ever wonder what are those "colourful" little things? Well, they are traces of half-decompose balloons at the corner of the table, blue plastic bag, white and red balloons but I don't know what the yellow-blackish thing is.
Strands of hair at one corner
You see the hair? No comment.
One week passes so fast... I didn't even realise it until a few days ago. Yeah, holiday is always my favourite time of the year, be it the long long end-of-sem holiday or shorter mid-term break.
Nowadays, holiday is obviously very different from my holiday during school days. Previously, holiday means don't need to go to school and don't need to wake up early in the morning. But now, holiday means I can come back to Penang!! I never know that my hometown is such a nice place before that - heaven of food and lots more!!
As I could remember, I practically "wasted" all my holidays watching movies, drama series and need not to mention, GAINING WEIGHT!! Sleep, eat, online, sleep, watch movie, sleep is my daily routine. 很废，对吧？
SPM starts today. To my bro, good luck and do study!!
Printed out Edexcel's timetable today. It is a long timetable, lasting for approximately one month from 7th Jan 08 till 1st Feb 08. However, glad to say that my exam schedule is way shorter than the actual timetable, from 9th to 28th Jan 08 only BUT the number of days I'm going to sit for exam is only 9 days! Well, how could it lasts for about 3 weeks then? Since every exam is almost the same, it's up to you to guess! =P
I wonder how persevere I will be during the one whole month. I can be very hardworking when time's really running out and every subject comes consecutively. Yep, I rather choose to be hardworking for two weeks and say goodbye to the exam as soon as possible. But sadly, I can only follow the fixed timetable, right?
So, I decided to come back to Penang after the revision month, say for two weeks then only I go back to SA. Hehe, anyway, the duration I'll be back is still tentative as I still couldn't make up my mind but one thing for sure, I'll be back, by hook or by crook!!
I've my first Malaysian Driving Licence!! And the word "probationary" no longer appears on my driving licence!!!
Two years, oh God! It was like yesterday when I first got my driving licence. Haha... The first time I was driving on the road holding a learner's licence, it was a mixture of excitement and nervous. Moving on, the first time I was driving on the road with my probationary driving licence, it was a rainy day, heavy rain and everyone in the car was so terrified! Ahaha... Luckily there weren't anyone with weak heart.
The reason why I like Penang so much is because I can drive back at here! Nonetheless, my previous encounters with public transport in Shah Alam was a complete disaster!
Firstly, it was the taxi. Although there are a couple of honest taxi drivers, mind you! Most of them are unethical taxi drivers. The latter will charge you like mad as if their petrol is made of gold! Not only that, their attitudes show that Moral Education is a waste of time! Well, most of them don't study Moral. =P
Secondly, it's our infamous commuter - packed like sandwich during peak hours and they are never punctual!
Thirdly, buses. There was once when I was on board a bus with malfuctioned air conditioner. Pratically I think that it has no difference from a hot oven! To make matter worse, the bus was packed with passengers so many that you can hardly move. Everyone was sweating but the bus stopped for approximately half an hour by the roadside, leaving all the passengers waiting. I bet many will suffer from oxygen depletion if the situation continues.
What to do? We have got one of the best highways in Southeast Asia!!! =P
Unbelievable, two weeks is now OVER!!!
Yeah, no more NAS (Nelson Advance Science), no more notes, no more exercises, no more past years and most importantly, no more sleepless nights!!! Well, for two weeks, at least. Hehe...
Looking back to last two weeks, i.e. the first day I reached Shah Alam, I spent the whole afternoon and night doing Math and Stats. My sleepless-night-journey began...
Second day, third day, fourth day.... until the last day of my trial, the two weeks had been one of the longest in my life. No afternoon nap, no daydreaming, study, study and study, so mundane! Days are like months, weeks are like years...
Well, don't misunderstand. Not that I was so hardworking, it was rather the consequence of studying at the eleventh hour, or tenth maybe? Haha... And lastly, due to this, I've pimples popping up on my face, arghhh!!!
