Wasting Time

Read on, only if you want to waste your time listening to my craps.

You may expect to see this kind of post when she runs into emptiness as a result of boredom. Instead of staring into the ceiling in a light-deficient state, she decided to surf the world of mystery with interest. Lately, she was exposed to or came across by chance, too many sad stories drawing her nearer and nearer to the conclusion that happiness is equals to impending gloom. (Josephine 2008) Meanwhile, pieces of memories came into her mind, none was exempted.

She realised that as people get to know each other better, they tend to expect more and hence, becoming more demanding. The effect is disastrous when more weaknesses are revealed. Realising the fact that no one is perfect in this world, she still holds on to the belief that she will be able to accept everything thrown to her. She once thought that she can...

Two weeks ago, she was so excited about the holidays; two weeks later, she found herself unwilling to return to the reality. She gains a lot of fat since two months ago as snacking uncontrollably has shown its effect finally. She used to do that when she becomes tensed or stressed. Obviously, she is. Tired of facing the mundane routine she is forced to adhere to, needing badly someone to talk to when she's feeling emo, being enclosed in a small space for such a long time, she desperately needs some fresh air.

Being here, laptop is her life. Although there is internet to link her with the world outside, she still enjoys the moment of silence and peacefulness; no murmur, no whisper, only the sound of the gusting wind outside. May the wind carries away the morning blue in her, cheers!