Another One

I think I have had enough of emo post yesterday. But sometimes it's weird, the feeling just comes back although you tried hard to fight it off.

I'm just, ahh... Forget about it. I think it's not a good idea to stay alone at this time. I should find something else to do.

Look At The Brighter Side

Do you know that:
It's stupid to be unhappy just because of a person you don't like.
It's ridiculous to be worried about something you couldn't control.
It's laughable to cling to the past.

No matter how sad you are, no matter how unhappy you can be, you can't change the fact. But I don't understand, why am I getting frustrated everytime I encounter something which doesn't go my way. Of course, I am aware that nothing is perfect, I know that I don't have control over everything in life. Life's not a drama, I can't fast forward, nor can I rewind. But why? Why do I get irritated so often? And yes, I'm annoying myself and the one by my side.

I want to change. I have been repeatedly telling myself to be more optimistic, to have more confidence and courage, to choose wisely and to ponder mindfully but what I get in the end is just a word "fail". In fact, what I need to do is simple, I need to 放下. Realising that the main cause of all my toubles roots from the fact that I have been too 执著, I seriously need a makeover.

Sometimes, things are fated. What belongs to you will be yours, and things that do not belong to you will not be yours. Nonetheless, it's just a slight change in thinking which will give way to a brighter tomorrow. It's just a small alteration yet it can really make a BIG DIFFERENCE!

Before typing this post, I was feeling rather emotional. I know I have been creating too much troubles as a result of being too sensitive and demanding. I know it's getting irritating. As I typed, I began to calm down and as it gets to the end, I'm feeling much better, really. I am just who I am, be confident. Please remind me if I forget to strive for what I want.

Decision

Maybe I think too much
Perhaps I am worried for the unseen future
Decisions are hard to make
Or I should say there is no choice
Too many things need to be taken into consideration
No one understands.
Do you?

I Smell Spring!

Now I can picture the scene of flowers blossoming, sunglasses and beaches!!! The weather has been reasonably spring-like since last week. Obviously, the colour of the street is changed: from dark gloomy black to colourful rainbow, and most importantly, there is no need for super thick clothings and scarves!

This blog needs a change too. There shouldn't be any more moody posts for the time being. (I'm sorry if I do in the future. =P)

I love spring!!~ Oh no, I can't wait for the holidays to come!!!

Coming plans:
Mooncake festival
Amazing race
Picnic at Glenelg

Weekend

Spent all day long at Wayville for Royal Adelaide Show. Ever wonder what it is?

"The Royal Adelaide Show is South Australia's biggest annual event run by the Royal Agricultural and Horticultural Society of South Australia.

There are gourmet food and wine tastings; entertainment with bands, dancing, comedy acrobatics; exhibitions and displays; fashion parades; competitions; animals (livestock and pets); a farmyard nursery and animal petting area, and more.

Enjoy carnival rides, sideshows, exhibitions and attractions, exquisite handicraft and arts, cookery and wide variety of champion livestock and animals. It is at the show that rural South Australia and city businesses alike can showcase their best produce, wares and services."

The above description is cited from somewhere on the net. As for me, the show displays everything you can find in Australia: from animals to vegetables; from drawings to cake decoration. A few interesting ones are milking cows, pig racing and pig diving etc. (I couldn't remember, saw too many things...) What else? Hmm... I also visited Prison Break Live. Nothing special though, the effects are created using lights and there are a few "prisoners" scaring people in the maze. Now, this is the final and the most interesting event of the day - fireworks!! Despite the cold weather and little clothings I had, I still enjoyed the show. =)

That was Saturday. Sunday was muscle stretching day. We played badminton at Magill campus in the morning, and I sweated a lot!! It was really a contented play. Now I think it's worth to sacrifice Harbour Town for badminton. Anyway, I will definitely go to Harbour Town on some other day. Haha...

Now it's time to stay focus............ and STUDY!!!

*Spring is coming!!~*No more cold shivering night and there is sunlight!!*

Updates

A totally annoyed week so far.
I had Chemistry test on Monday, which I don't think will turn out to be very well.
Flu symptoms since last Friday started to develop: sore throat, headache, runny nose, and finally irritating cough. T.T
I guess it's due to the weather that many people get sick nowadays.
I am wondering whether I should wake up early for Bio lecture in the morning, I'm so lazy...
Anyway, I can still attend the lecture on Friday if I do not attend the one on tomorrow, I'm not skipping class. =P
I have enormous emotional change lately. Sigh.
What else?
Oh yeah, I'm going to Royal Adelaide Show this Saturday, which burns away AUD12.60 from my pocket. And I'm planning a visit to Harbor Town on Sunday, besides badminton in the morning. Full load again. XoXoXo
To some extent, I'm still left out. Didn't keep up to date in the lectures yet.
Good news, I'm nearer to Malaysia, to Penang!!!