Lonely Keyboard

Yesterday was the first time I played my piano after more than one month. Being "neglected" since I was in Shah Alam, she is now dust-covered.

I can still remember how she had accompanied me through my school years. Yeah, one of my best companions, somehow... You play with all of your heart, and you listen to your heart through your own fingers. It sounds nice... No matter how happy you are, or how sad you can be, music can play them all.

It's sad that now I can no longer play my piano everyday, and it seems that everytime I play after a long break, my skills are deteriorating. The once awesome melody was gone, replacing by pauses all over the piece. Arghh! So sad...

Before I forget, yep, my holiday is going to end soon and trial is really just AROUND THE CORNER, 5 days to go. To prevent myself from being "internetaholic" I decided not to bring my laptop back to Shah Alam. Just two weeks and Joyce will be back in action!! =P

Exam Fever

Stacks and stacks of books,
more and more past years,
everybody's racing against time...

Study more,
practise more,
grab every single paper that you could find...

Guilty,
when you find yourself sitting in front of the laptop,
typing lines and lines of crappy stuffs;
when you are supposed to be in front of the books,
Biology, Chemistry or Math,
just anything!

知足

怎麼去拥有一道彩虹
怎麼去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱著那一年的歌
那样的回忆那麼足够
足够我天天都品嚐著寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

I'm Going Home!!

YEAH! I'm going home in less than one week's time!! Excited, and at the same time worried for my trial. As a matter of fact, previous evidence had shown that my productivity at home is as close as zero. Arghh!! What should I do now??

Part of my heart anticipates to go back, part of my heart worries that I couldn't be 100% prepared for my trial... Worse still, trial is so so so important!

Another sad news for me, although majority of us prefer BTN to be held after the trial, Pn. Rita sent up a date to JPA that really puts me off. What the hell?! After actual A-Level, meaning that it will be in the end of January or early February. My Chinese New year......