Lonely Keyboard

Yesterday was the first time I played my piano after more than one month. Being "neglected" since I was in Shah Alam, she is now dust-covered.

I can still remember how she had accompanied me through my school years. Yeah, one of my best companions, somehow... You play with all of your heart, and you listen to your heart through your own fingers. It sounds nice... No matter how happy you are, or how sad you can be, music can play them all.

It's sad that now I can no longer play my piano everyday, and it seems that everytime I play after a long break, my skills are deteriorating. The once awesome melody was gone, replacing by pauses all over the piece. Arghh! So sad...

Before I forget, yep, my holiday is going to end soon and trial is really just AROUND THE CORNER, 5 days to go. To prevent myself from being "internetaholic" I decided not to bring my laptop back to Shah Alam. Just two weeks and Joyce will be back in action!! =P

Exam Fever

Stacks and stacks of books,
more and more past years,
everybody's racing against time...

Study more,
practise more,
grab every single paper that you could find...

Guilty,
when you find yourself sitting in front of the laptop,
typing lines and lines of crappy stuffs;
when you are supposed to be in front of the books,
Biology, Chemistry or Math,
just anything!

知足

怎麼去拥有一道彩虹
怎麼去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱著那一年的歌
那样的回忆那麼足够
足够我天天都品嚐著寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终於你身影
消失在人海尽头才发现
笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎麼收藏要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

I'm Going Home!!

YEAH! I'm going home in less than one week's time!! Excited, and at the same time worried for my trial. As a matter of fact, previous evidence had shown that my productivity at home is as close as zero. Arghh!! What should I do now??

Part of my heart anticipates to go back, part of my heart worries that I couldn't be 100% prepared for my trial... Worse still, trial is so so so important!

Another sad news for me, although majority of us prefer BTN to be held after the trial, Pn. Rita sent up a date to JPA that really puts me off. What the hell?! After actual A-Level, meaning that it will be in the end of January or early February. My Chinese New year......

Stupid Rule

For safety reasons, students of INTEC need to:
Wear student card wherever you go, whether you are attending a class or going back to the hostel. (Or you will be forbidden from entering the hostel)

HOWEVER,
A few weeks ago, a Domino lady came to my unit wanted to sell me Domino Pizza's coupons, which means that she actually bypast the stupid guards and came all the way up to 5th floor. AND ironically, she walked past "Brother Boon" 's house too!

SO,
What is the use of implementing rules without enforcement? Anyway, it's still amusing that I was caught today for not wearing student card.

"Dik! Dik!!" (I pretended that I didn't hear and continued walking)

"Apa pasal tak dengar pulak tu!"

"Macam student ke sikap ni?"

"Jika tak da student card tunggu kat luar panggil kawan ambil mari baru boleh masuk!"

FINE FINE FINE!
"Tak da orang kat hostel macam mana nak ambil student card?"

"Itulah saya kata next time kena bawa student card!"

*GRIN*

Stressed!

Arghh!! Trial is coming, stress intensifies, time's limiting and what should I do?

study, Study, STUDY!!!

BUTTTTTTT

Doing C4 Math past years had killed don't know how many brain cells of mine... Trying to understand the mechanisms for organic chemistry had added don't know how many strands of white hair for me... Biology? Oh God!! Why our body has got so many channels and pumps?!

IELTS Over!

Finally, IELTS is all over!! Speaking, Listening, Reading and Writing, which means that I will be having 6 extra free hours from next week onwards, hehe... I'm sooo RELIEVED!! Well, without thinking of the results-releasing-day 14 days later. One more thing, no more boring English classes in the future!!!

Now that I don't have to worry about IELTS, there's another important exam coming on my way, and it's less than one month from now. Sigh, my revision is progressing slooow! Worse still, I think I'm not going to be that hardworking during the coming Raya Break, or shall I say study leave? ARGHH!! Why they make trial so important for us? 12 points...