我不是温小花

on Sunday, May 11, 2008

不要因为我的手指稍微细长就暗自下决定说我是温小花,
不要因为我看起来像就说我是,
虽然我不怎么会煮饭烧菜,但至少基本的我都会...
我会很感激你的...

我...真的是无话可说!
太多太多事情闷在心里难以启齿,
真是感慨万分...
啊,别想了!!!

一大早起来突然有股力量和冲劲
想改变自己
不要再当从前的我
走出黑暗的影子
活出自己!

最后,我想趁今天献上我深深的祝福:母亲节快乐!
没办法给你最好的,也无法陪在你身边,但是在远远的角落,有一个人,她永远都不会忘记母爱的伟大。因为她知道,母亲终是把最好的留给她,就算全世界都反对,母亲还是会支持她...在最坏的时刻,母亲还是想办法把对她的伤害减低...当母亲知道她的心愿时,会想尽办法帮她实现...从小到大,母亲无微不至地照顾她,细心地教导她,陪她渡过生命中的每一天,陪她哭、陪她笑...
她也曾经叛逆过,曾经觉得母亲老了,有代沟,沟通不了了。多年后的今天,她想起时才发现原来是自己不够成熟...
她的母亲在别人眼中虽然是一个很平凡的人,但是在她心里,母亲永远都是最棒的!妈妈,我爱你...

Morialta Conservation Park

on Saturday, May 10, 2008

Despite having tests around the corner, I joined the hiking trip organised by MySA to Morialta Conservation Park. I have no idea why Morialta was choosen out of the 300 parks and reserves in South Australia; however, I am glad that it turned out to be an interesting experience for most of us.

Briefly, I visited a few spots at the park before having barbeque at an expansive grassland near the entrance to the park. There were three waterfalls in the park, namely First Falls, Second Falls and Third Falls. Simple right? Haha... Also, there was "Giant Cave", although I personally think that the cave wasn't giant. Nonetheless, we took the longest walking trails throught almost every part of the park and it took us approximately 4 hours! (It was written there that four hours were needed but I didn't really check the time.)

Too tired to proceed anymore. My eyes are closing and my brain is in sleeping mode now... Good night!

Three Dots

on Thursday, May 8, 2008

Dot one:
After whispering to herself asking why her contact lens case was so dirty, she wore the pair of lenses only to realise that it was her OLD pair of lenses. *Speechless*

Dot two:
Wondering which building was her COMM tutorial room, being lazy not to check earlier, she followed Chuen Lu and Zhi Hui to Playford building but in fact, the tutorial room was at Centenary building. *What?!*

Dot three:
She had her lunch at international student room at Playford building. Opposite her table was another group of students having lunch, one of them having a whole loaf of Woolies white bread while another one having a bottle of something. She thought they looked funny but she suppressed her laughter. At first, she assumed that the bottle was pasta spread which was to be used together with the loaf of bread, normal right? Hmm, okay... Suddenly, she saw one of them poured the bottle containing red liquid into his mouth. OMG!! The guy drank pasta spread!!! What was happening??? Then, another guy took the bottle and did the same thing. This time, she couldn't help but said in a loud-enough-to-be heard voice, "Hey, they drank pasta spread! Hahaha..." One of them stared at her. Guilty, she looked away. Later, she found out that it was not pasta spread but tomato juice. *Apalah, who is the fool this time???*

Give Me A Test

on Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Give me a test
Put it on the web
Passing it around
Telling me some more.

Give me some notes
Put it on the web
Just wanna make me feel guilty
Like I never did.

Touch the keyboard
Click on the homepage
Direct me to you
Oh my Biology.

Come on babe
Know you love me much
Come on and give me moment of peace!

I Thought I Had Enough Sleep

on Tuesday, May 6, 2008

BUT...
I felt sleepy during Biology tut just now.
I can hardly keep my eyes open during the tut.
I can't wait for that miserable one hour to pass.

NOW...
I have sore throat.
I have slight headache.
I just don't feel well...

What is going on???

I Don't Know Why, I'm Just Tired...

on Monday, May 5, 2008

Lesson I learned today: Never ever arrange your timetable with Biology lab in the morning, and with classes coming after it.

Reason: Biology lab is tooo tiring...


As usual, the week started off with Biology lab on Monday morning. The very first shock our dearest demonstrator gave us was: Ehem, all prac workbooks have to be in this box (pointing at a box in his hand) at the end of this practical or you will get ZERO!! OMG!!! What?! Rewinding back to yesterday night: I was, I was... Well, practically copied everything from Campbell without actually understanding it!!! As a result, I didn't really know what I was writing... Arghh, no way!!! Luckily, this week's task wasn't hard, just a few slides to view under microscope and to prepare onion root tip to observe stages of mitosis. Eventually, I'm glad to say that I finished everything within the 3 hours given. Haha... BUT, I was so tired that I can hardly concentrate during Bioloy lecture (excuse huh...). =P

Refusing to give up my day so early, I went to the library to do some references for my essay. Quite satisfying after wasting some money photocopying. (So ironic...) Anyway, the weather just now was nice! Moderately cold wind does blow away half of my tiredness. Haha...

PS: Drosophila's chromosomes are gigantic!!! =)

有感而发

on Saturday, May 3, 2008

每件事情的发生和因果息息相关,就好像自己品尝自己所种的果实。(You reap what you sow)所以发生任何不愉快的事情时,无需太执着,应该以平常心去接受。开心或不开心只是个人的想法,因为“镜缘无好丑,好丑在於心”(蕅益大師)。把世上的一切事物都想象得美好,就不会有“丑”,心也自然辽阔了许多。反之,把每件事情都想得很糟糕,就好像把自己推入痛苦的深渊,自寻烦恼。

“我們要做到純淨純善,一定要知道從自己內心裡面做功夫。佛法稱為內學,時時刻刻照顧自己,不要去看別人,要消除內心裡面的矛盾,你的心才會得清淨。”(佛陀教育雜誌 Vol. 259)

当然,做任何事情,那颗“真心”最重要。坦诚相对就是以一颗坦然、诚实的心去对待每一个人和做每一件事情,不带一丝妄想、分別和执着。当你想到要帮助一个人的时候,脑海里第一个想的就是要帮助他,没有其他的念头,方是真心性德的流露。

我很清楚地明白,自己只是个普通人,距离纯净纯善还有好一大段的距离。面对每一件事情和人都会在心里自行判断喜欢与否,偶尔还是会有怨言和不高兴。但至少我们可以做到的是真心地去对待每一个人...

PS:别误会,我知道自己没那么好。=)